What’s on my mind right now? Nothing…I wish. But honestly, I can’t take much of anything right now. EVERY little, teeny tiny little thing is bothering me. The way my nose looks, the way my dog won’t SHUT THE HELL UP, the way the basement’s so fucking cold, how my mom incessently hums stupid showtunes, and last but definately not least on my complaint list right now, my boyfriend’s friends.
Honestly though, I hate my boyfriend’s friends! They’re like so…..ughh!! And he’s kinda weird/different when he’s around them. But like, I LOVE this kid, ya know?? So, I guess love doesn’t come without pain, lol. That sounds like a tacky…line or something. It’s bad, ’cause I’m such a pushover and I just take the crap that they dish out at me. It’s either like “slut” or “crackwhore,” they use that one a lot. And I guess I said something about me and my boyfriend having “hot sex in a car,” and I KNOW I never said or did that. It’s awful, and I don’t know what to do about it. Trust me, they’re a LOT worse than they sound.
Yeah, so I also just got fired from my job at the organic grocery store. It’s because I was eating the food. Cookies to be exact. 
I’m dumb.
Hm what else? This GIANT HICKEY that I have on my neck!!! I don’t think my mom’s seen it yet, and I reaaaally hope she hasn’t. It’s kind of embarassing at school, and it’s in one of those places where it, like can’t be covered for anything, and concealer isn’t working. Hickeys are icky.
That’s pretty much it for now. I’m working on getting my domain up, soooo wait a while? Thanks for all your patience!
Um, wow, just reading this your boyfriends friends seem like immature idiots =/ Thats sort of weird that he is different around his friends. Well, that sucks that you got fired. Good luck with the domain =)
HAHAHHA. your boyfriends’ friends are dicks. ultra small ones too xD
Sry, but your blog make me laugh
probably coz of your cool typing skills. I can sense your frustration until you talked about getting fired for eating a cookie and getting that bigggg hickey 
Slap me if you wish, i pretty much laugh at everything haha.
anyway, i do feel sorry for you though. having to endure your stupid boyfriends friends. I bet you they’re jealous coz they themself can get fucked by a hot girl like you.. let alone, any girl.
The giant hickey will leave. Mine was seriously worst. It was in the summer and practically EVERYONE found out.
ugh.
Wow…that’s got to suck! I think they’re jealous he’s got a girl like you, they wish you were theirs…and so they’ve got to save face. Yep. Definitely! If he’s any kind of a nice person, he’d tell them to shut their mouths about you. But maybe he’s just worried they’d think he was “whipped” or some nonsense like that! It’s cold right now, right? so yeah….turtle-necks
But those are bloody annoying things!
Cookies are irresistible! And definitely organic ones!
(hey that’s cool ….the comments have spellcheck! I was about to put “irrest-ible!!!:)
hate to say it, and I believe I also don’t got the right to, but; your boyfriend needs to man up and stand up for YOU, his girl!
You say your willing to do anything for your boyfriend, but he isn’t willing to tell his friends to shut the fukc up and respect you as you should be respected and treated?
They’re telling bullshit about you, you shouldn’t let them just walk all over you. I believe no one deserves that. So girl, tell them to shut up next time if they say anything bad about you, and you should talk with your boyfriend on how he behaves differently when he is around with friends.
I swear, the world will be lifted off your shoulders if ya do. Besides that, I hope you will feel better soon and get a new job.
I would find a new boyfriend. You really don’t know what love is if you’re letting that happen. He don’t love you if he don’t tell them to stop or anything. If I where you I would kick their asses, but that is just me. Hope it all works out for you.
Oh wow, lol. I know what you mean. Sometimes your crush/boyfriend’s friend can be way immature and not amiable, lol. And I agree, hickeys are definitely icky. It look so red and raw, and just uggh, lol.
Hun stick up for yourself, and tell your lazy ass boyfriend to do that too.
Cause hun, Im single. And I got hurt, again.
And I hate when people hurt you.
ROFTLMAO@eating the food…im so not mad at that
oh wow they sound excessively stupid and extremely immature. i would never – could never – put up with that, so… i salute you for having to deal with them more than 42hours. that’s my limits for all idiots.
you got fired for eating cookies? that’s a first.. anyways, good luck with the domain that should cheer you up, i know mine kinda does after all the seems-like-neverending bad days i’ve been having. cheers.
Your boyfriend’s friends do sound kind of obnoxious, have you tried speaking to him? Surely a good boyfriend will tell them to shut the hell up? Or you could always stop going near his friends?
Sorry you got fired as well, but maybe eating the food wasn’t the best idea! XD
I’ve never actually had a hickey, mostly because I think they’re more cruel than a nice thing to do XD
argh. Boys can be such jerks. That is why I am single. And am remaining so until I find a guy who isn’t a complete crapbag. But enough about me. That hickey does sound icky. I would be so embarassed if my mum saw. Maybe…rest your head on your shoulder to hide it? OK…so maybe not. I am not being helpful here sorry. well good luck in hiding it anyways.
lol! hickeys lol :p what can I say? :p next time prevent where its going :p
guys are such a bummer… they always act different around heir friend… wonder when they will stop pretending.. lolz…
Sometimes boys are silly like that. Talk to him and ask him straight up why he’s acting different. Most likely he doesn’t realize that he is. As for hickies, my mom saw one on my neck when I was in highschool from my boyfriend and she wouldn’t let me out of the house until it was gone.
I definitely feel that way sometimes, so I hear ya!
Those kids sound like a bunch of assholes. Why doesnt your boyfriend step in when they say stuff like that? I’d be pissed!
Sorry about the loss of your job. Hopefully youll find a better one soon… wonder if the grocery place is still a good reference after that? lol
Stick up for yourself girlie and send those stupid ass boys a slap from me!
If they thinkt hey can insult you, that gives you an excuse to throw some their way too!
& Remember.
BOYS SUCK!
Ohh.. so I’m guessing your boyfriend’s friends are jerks or something? That sucks for getting fired for eating a cookie. That’s kinda funny though heh.
Bf’s guy friends are usually dicks around the girls. They try constantly try to impress by acting like machos (which most of the time end up acting like little spoiled brats or dumbasses
) I say, do some research about them and insult them back with something nasty muwahahahaha! 
Umm yes hickeys are icky x_x especially when they’re still “fresh”! Could you try and wear maybe a scarf to prevent the hickey from showing? (unless over there the temperature is like 25 degrees!) Or wear your hair down (if it’s long enough ^^;;;)
Turtlenecks are your best friend:) Cookies- yes that would be my get-fired of choice as well lol.